times when i'm at my lowest point, i blame myself for making every little thing that caused it. i blame god for playing my life, i thank the person in a sarcastic way for making my life miserable.
but,what i never ever thought of before was. i'm so much luckier than others who suffered more and had more misfortunes than me. there's a point of life whereby i should learn to enjoy my sufferings, to learn that i'm much more fortunate and lucky than other people out there.
time to be a tad bit more positive.