you once said you will try your best to make the most memories with me that everything i see, reminds me of you. you did it without any difficulties.
you once said you're always here, cause you can't bear to leave. but i've lost you.
you told me to not give up on you, cause you have yet gave up. but now you given up.
you once said im not giving you any reason to not like me. but i see that you have no interest in me anymore.
you once said you're afraid of losing me. but now you're the one who ended it.
you told me cause to you, im perfect. but now i don't even know who you are.
you told me to have hope, have faith. but now you made me.. idk.
im going crazy. like a crazy motherfucker. all of these words, posts published, are not supposed to be thoughts from my brain. but you got me mind fucked, everything reminds me of you. all i ask for is you to tell me it's over. that's all i need. is that so hard? or are you a saddist that gain happiness through other's misery?
i have had enough. but i just can't get over it. sigh. it's been years since i ever felt so terrible. now, it's back. thank you god for torturing me. cause im really drained and left dead.